"...Adam," Lucy says after a moment, "I love you dearly. And our relationship has never been anything like normal, so really I suppose that would be as appropriate as anything else. But I'm not entirely certain that Caspian would agree to you marrying us." She elbows him, a little, gently, after a moment. "But you could give me away."
Because Peter is her brother, and her High King, and she loves him, and Edmund is her brother, and she loves him, but Lucy...
Sometimes Lucy think she walked away from both of them long ago, or they walked away, or a bit of both.
But Adam is--Adam is Adam is Adam, and she'll ever love him, in a way that's only for him, and Lucy has ever walked on her own, without looking back, but...
But Adam held her hand when she needed him to. So she thinks she'd like him to hold her arm for that.
Lucy just looks out and over at the lake, and breathes in the grass and flowers.
"All gifts have a price. Even yours," she says finally, almost echoing Aslan's words, and for a moment stranger things have come true she's more there than here, despite being awake and Adam can see what Lucy would look like at thirty years and five and then she shrugs and looks back at him.
Adam doesn't say anything then, he just nods, and squeezes her hands. Because sometimes sorrys aren't enough. And sometimes too many words lose their meanings. And sometimes they're not really needed.
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Date: 2006-08-10 12:35 am (UTC)What? He's full of 'em, lately.
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Date: 2006-08-10 12:40 am (UTC)And he's grinning too, and pulls back to look at her a big, the grin falling just for a minute.
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Date: 2006-08-10 12:43 am (UTC)"It seems right."
Because Peter is her brother, and her High King, and she loves him, and Edmund is her brother, and she loves him, but Lucy...
Sometimes Lucy think she walked away from both of them long ago, or they walked away, or a bit of both.
But Adam is--Adam is Adam is Adam, and she'll ever love him, in a way that's only for him, and Lucy has ever walked on her own, without looking back, but...
But Adam held her hand when she needed him to. So she thinks she'd like him to hold her arm for that.
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Date: 2006-08-10 12:44 am (UTC)"How've you been ... aside from that?"
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Date: 2006-08-10 12:46 am (UTC)"--Tired."
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Date: 2006-08-10 12:47 am (UTC)Adam humms and looks her over, and gets a skeptical look on his face.
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Date: 2006-08-10 12:50 am (UTC)"All gifts have a price. Even yours," she says finally, almost echoing Aslan's words, and for a moment
stranger things have come true
she's more there than here, despite being awake
and Adam can see what Lucy would look like at thirty years and five
and then she shrugs and looks back at him.
"I'm tired," she says again, finally.
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Date: 2006-08-10 12:54 am (UTC)"Lilly," she says, finally, "wants to throw me a bachelorette party."
Because. Sometiems you don't say sorry, and so you can't say, "It's okay," back, but you can still smile, maybe.
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Date: 2006-08-10 12:57 am (UTC)"Just so long as she doesn't want to hire me."
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Date: 2006-08-10 01:07 am (UTC)Funny, that.
"I'll worry about it once I figure out what to do about fifty other things, I suppose."
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Date: 2006-08-10 01:08 am (UTC)The smiles back now, and bigger.
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Date: 2006-08-10 01:10 am (UTC)"...Oh, bugger."
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Date: 2006-08-10 01:11 am (UTC)There's a laugh, then, and he nudges her.
"Much as Caspian would then be able to match you with his towels."
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Date: 2006-08-10 01:14 am (UTC)A little.
"I hadn't thought that far ahead, though I wasn't planning to be nude."
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Date: 2006-08-10 01:16 am (UTC)He pulls his legs up and wraps his arms around them.
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