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[last_adam]

*Adam opens the door slowly, trying to keep it quiet. He doesn't want to be a bother, he wants to let her rest, he doesn't want her to ... worry about his worry. Eyes closed, he clicks the door shut behind him and leans against it.*

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[last_adam]

Your promise?

[the_lioness]

"Yes, Adam. I promised to let you fix me before getting into it with her. I wouldn't be so foolish as to take her bait without you there."

[last_adam]

Close enough.

[the_lioness]

Alanna sucks in a breath, eyes stormy.

"In case you were curious, she didn't deny any of it."

[last_adam]

Bloody fantastic.

[the_lioness]

"That fairly well sums up my response. Although she did mention that I wouldn't make much of a duel partner with arrow wounds in my side."

She shivers and pulls on another sweater. As shields go, it's not great.

"I'm sorry I keep upsetting you, but I did the best I could. You have to trust me, Adam. I may be foolhardy, but I'm not stupid."

[last_adam]

*He turns over, putting his face on the blankets such that his voice is muffled.*

Right.

[the_lioness]

"Right."

And yet nothing feels right at all. Alanna takes several deep breaths, watching him, and wishes she could just give him a hug. She wants to tell him how much she loves him and that everything will be okay, but doesn't think he particularly wants to hear it right now.

"Right," she says more forcefully. "I think I'm going to take a nice long bath."

[last_adam]

If that's what you want.

*The edge to his voice is gone, it's low and resigned.*

[the_lioness]

"It's not what I want," she says sadly. "But nor do I want to fight about this anymore."

Stopping short of telling him she's exhausted, Alanna sighs and gathers clean clothes.

"Try to think about what I said."

[last_adam]

*She doesn't need to tell him. He knows.*

Here, sleep. I'll just-

go.

[the_lioness]

"No! Don't leave."

That's the very last thing she wants.

"It's not like I sleep well without you, anyway. If you leave, you will actually be denying me sleep. Do you want that on your conscience?"

Unsure, she bites her thumb as she looks at him.

[last_adam]

*He shrugs, and sits back down on the bed he'd been getting up from.*

I just want you to be better.

*The words are quiet and muffled as he slides off his shoes and works his way under the covers, careful not to make eye contact.*

[the_lioness]

There's a dull, rushing noise in her ears that makes him sound very far away. Alanna drops her clothes and crawls in after him. Getting as close as she can without actually touching him, she sniffles.

"And I love you for it."

[last_adam]

I love you, too.

*That, of all things, has never been in question. He curls up, comfortable immediately, but it's a long time before Alanna's asleep, and he can wrap his arms around her.*